Birdfeeding

Jun. 22nd, 2025 02:19 pm
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Today is partly sunny and sweltering. It's 87°F and the heat index is 95°F. :P A beautiful day to stay indoors and write!

I fed the birds. I've seen a small flock of sparrows and house finches, several mourning doves, and a fox squirrel.

I put out water for the birds.











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Pride Month

Jun. 22nd, 2025 12:45 pm
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Duck Prints Press is doing a set of 10 pride dragons that will be available on stickers and other swag.  These are kawaii dragons rather than fierce ones, but sometimes people want a non-confrontational signal.

Book Bans

Jun. 22nd, 2025 12:03 am
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Oregon has passed a bill to protect school libraries from book bans.

Another win for freedom to read legislation on the West Coast this week, as Oregon’s state House of Representatives passed Senate Bill 1098 on Monday, a bill that will protect access to books in school libraries. It’s great news: books can no longer be banned solely because they discuss sexuality, religion, or other topics, nor can books be removed because they are written by someone from a protected class. SB 1098 now goes to the governor, who is expected to sign it into law.


I'm delighted to see laws against book bans spreading. To promote this, point out that it will save lots of time and therefore money that is currently wasted dealing with attempt after attempt to tell other people what books they can't read. Most people love saving time and money, and will thus support the effort even if they don't care about books or freedom.

Philosophical Questions: Harm

Jun. 21st, 2025 11:56 pm
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People have expressed interest in deep topics, so this list focuses on philosophical questions.

How far should governments go to prevent its citizens from causing harm to themselves?

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oekaki board (18+)

Jun. 21st, 2025 09:34 pm
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Figured some people would be interested, I found a new oekaki board by NYAROMA (NSFW) here: https://oekaki.nyaroma.com/index.php

If you join, put a social media or gallery link for vetting.

phantom pain

Jun. 22nd, 2025 04:59 am
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fucking loosing it.

i can't even share about my dysphoria without making things "obvious" now, huh? i hate hate hate all this. folks casually call me "AFAB" or "AMAB" even in trans spaces, because they assume i am one of it. what the fuck. like, what the fuck?

recently i just can't look at myself in a mirror, AGAIN. i'm gonna throw up from how bad my dysphoria is. sometimes not looking at myself helps, not talking helps. but sometimes... it's like i'm painfully aware. and i just can't shake it off. like a phantom limbs. sometimes it's literally painful, like a headache.

trying not to think how i hate the fact that there's no "androgynous" HRT. that i need mix and balance it all myself. it makes me feel lost, isolated, alone, helpless. i just want to be on "my" HRT, like trans men and trans women.

gods, i didn't even feel anything after my surgery. not because i didn't like the result, but because i felt so exhausted: i had to prove to doctors that i need it, wait and pay money just to be in my body. i felt tired, even if finally closer to myself. while cis people just get it at their puberty, i waited till my 19 to start my first HRT, and till 24 to get surgery.

i feel grief. grief for my body i wasn't born with, but i had to. for the life in third role, which doesn't even exist. for my normal puberty without suicidal ideation and self-harm because of dysphoria.

i just... i will smoke and watch something... because it's unbearable.

friendship grief

Jun. 22nd, 2025 04:53 am
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grief again? i was... surprised with finding her drawings... maybe i didn't live through this break-up fully. and we weren't even friends. this is a very sad feeling. not like sharp and unbearable pain from the beginning, but still... i should just, dunno, maybe to write a "letter" to her too? not sending. just. saying things. i still can contact her, but i don't think it's a good idea.

i... i think i miss her and our interactions. i miss it.

mundane

Jun. 21st, 2025 08:30 pm
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Work is... not great. I only had one day off this week. Worked 4 days in a row, one day off, and then another 4 days. My defauly schedule is going in at 5 fucking AM before my workplace opens, I requested to change my availability on Wednesday to stop doing this. Apparently I signed it wrong, and the paper was thrown out. I check my future schedule for later in July, I go in at 5AM every fucking day anyway because "please don't schedule me at 5AM" is too much to ask. I was on day 2 of 4, but this combined with family related stress and other things I can't talk about in public pushed me over the edge. So... I had 3 breakdowns at work, and I ended up leaving an hour early using my leftover hours to fill in the last hour. And I'm going to take a sick day off tomorrow. I'll work on Monday and then have my 3 days off in a row, then go back to work normally in July getting up early in the morning as usual.

I'm sick of these computer generated schedules, I'm sick of how randomized everything is. I considered sitting out Artfight in July because I don't know if I will have enough free time. But so far in July I don't work 4 fucking days in a row, so. I guess I can cope.

In lighter news, since I'm taking tomorrow off, I can stay up later. I was in Downtown [redacted] for a short time since it's my mother's 60th birthday. I'm going to commission a friend on my next day off but I have a lot of money left over from both my last and current paycheck, maybe I can go down there to the bar and other stuff on my "weekend" later.

I'm insecure about my appearance... I'm not ugly but I still feel so down about my figure.

Today's Adventures

Jun. 21st, 2025 06:02 pm
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Today we went up to Amish territory.

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Downloadable here.

“Interestingly, some scholars working within Animal Theory further argue that a certain right of access is assumed on the part of the, superior, humans when they encounter animals, so that the animal body may be touched, subsumed, or killed on the basis of the human right to do so. This also occurs in several medieval literary examples of human encounters with the dragon maiden, where the knight initially does not doubt that he is allowed access to the dragon maiden’s body in killing it. Although the dragon maiden and the knight may share their space within a literary framework, this sharing is non-mimetic; they are not considered equals. The main purpose of the stories, especially in the episodes where a dragon maiden has to be kissed, is to ascertain the worth of the human knight.”

This PDF is long - 138 pages long! I've barely even skimmed it. It was brought to my attention by a blog post on Tumblr about it. Tumblr user capricorn-0mnikorn's "monsters as disability metaphor" tag is worth a browse. The PDF itself does not compare the position of the dragon maiden (or frog king/prince, etc) to the way a disabled person's body is framed and treated relative to caretakers and loved ones - but 0mnikorn does.

Here's some of their post on the Frog King story, that draws from the analysis of the Dragon Maiden in the pdf I've linked:

First, that “Access to the dragon maiden’s body” made me think of all those times when I go out in public, and random strangers just assume they have every right of access to my disabled body – to pat me on the head, or grab the handles of my wheelchair and push me where they think I should go, or ask me really personal, inappropriately intimate, questions about my medical status or how I use the toilet.

Second: how these stories are never about the dragon maiden at all, but just about that hyper-human human knight reminded me of every “human interest” story in the news that touches on disability; the reporters never interview the disabled person (usually a kid), but always the able-bodied parents, or neighbors, or teachers. Because it’s not about the disabled person at all – just whether or not the able-bodied, neurotypical, person can live up to a symbolically human ideal, and justify the “goodness” of the social status-quo for another season.

And that’s how people can say things to me like: “But I don’t see your disability – I see your humanity!” with a straight face, and expect me to take that as a compliment. To them, my disability is some sort of magical, artificial, shape that I’m trapped inside of – like someone in a rubber Godzilla suit with a broken zipper.

If they can free me from the trap, I will be fully human (and they will prove to the world that they have God’s approval as His idea of a Perfect Person).

But if I can’t be freed of my disability, then the spirit of Godzilla will seep into my very essence, and I will lose all traces of my humanity. Superstitious toad milk soup, of course, that no amount of salt will fix, but there you go.

Unrelated, 0mnikron cites some of D. L. Ashliman's website in one of their posts about monstrous/animal bodies in folklore as metaphors for disabled bodies, and I love to see Ashliman's folklore database getting some love.

Books

Jun. 21st, 2025 04:03 pm
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A Rainbow of Queer Books for Pride 2025: Turquoise

HAPPY PRIDE 2025! For Pride this year, we’re changing up our usual rec lists. Instead of doing books with specific identities or themes, we’re focused this time on cover color! Throughout the month of June, we’ll be doing 8 rec lists, each with covers inspired by one of the colors of the original Gilbert Baker Pride Flag. We drew a little additional inspiration from the meaning behind the color and why it was included in the original LGBTQIA+ flag (in this case, turquoise = magic), but we prioritized color over meaning. The contributors to this list are: May Barros, Rhosyn Goodfellow, Linnea Peterson, Tris Lawrence, Sebastian Marie, Shannon, Rascal Hartley, and Nina Waters.

Help?

Jun. 21st, 2025 03:01 pm
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Does anyone know how to get my tags on my sidebar to display the same way it does on the separate tag page?

That is to say, with "gaming: zoo tycoon" treated as a sub-bullet under a "gaming" bullet, and the like.

Birdfeeding

Jun. 21st, 2025 12:26 pm
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Today is mostly sunny, muggy, and hot.

I fed the birds. I've seen a few sparrows and house finches.

I put out water for the birds.

EDIT 6/21/25 -- Temperature when we went out shopping was 94°F. Temperature in our yard is currently 88°F. Trees sweat so you don't have to!

EDIT 6/21/25 -- I did a bit of work around the patio. The evening has started to cool off a little.

I've seen a mourning dove.

EDIT 6/21/25 -- I watered the patio plants and the ones in the house yard including the old picnic table.

Fireflies are starting to appear.

EDIT 6/21/25 -- I watered the telephone pole garden and the savanna seedlings.

More fireflies are out. :D

EDIT 6/21/25 -- I watered the new picnic table and the septic garden.

As it is now dark, I am done for the night.

Photos: Charleston Food Forest

Jun. 21st, 2025 02:03 am
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These pictures are from Thursday.  I went foraging at the Charleston Food Forest.  It's across the parking lot from the Coles County Community Garden.

Walk with me ... )

Photos: Coles County Community Garden

Jun. 21st, 2025 12:16 am
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The Coles County Community Garden is across the parking lot from the Charleston Food Forest. It's not the kind where you rent a bed and grow what you want. It's tended by the community and anyone can come pick things to try.

Walk with me ... )
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We made this tonight. It was delicious! We used some of the pretzel bread that we got at the Marshall Farmer's Market.

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Happy Litha!

Jun. 20th, 2025 08:33 pm
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We did our Litha ritual today.  :D 

Birdfeeding

Jun. 20th, 2025 05:09 pm
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Today is cloudy and muggy.

I fed the birds.  I've seen a mixed flock of sparrows and house finches.  I also saw a male cardinal and a squirrel up in the trees.

I put out water for the birds.

EDIT 6/20/25 -- I did a bit of work around the patio.

EDIT 6/20/25 -- I watered the new picnic table garden.  I picked the first 'Chocolate Sprinkles' tomato and several 'Toscana' strawberries.  I love the Toscanas and will definitely buy more if I see them next spring.

Heat

Jun. 20th, 2025 01:20 pm
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[personal profile] readera has a post about heat precautions regarding the heat dome. These are my additions...

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